confusion at the crossroads

Lemme clarify: no, im not a schizo
to explain briefly, before heading back to studying....so much to study for grrrr
(far out, should've studied more last night, but i was really really tired and lost motivation...think my body's trying to tell me something, and although i have a clue as to what it is, it must keep working and keep pumping it out for the next few days!! ill look after u later hehe)
anyway, december will definitely be a busy month this year. we'll be moving to our new church building! besides that there's going to be quite a lot on, including spending half the month in hk, mnay important decisions made, planning and thinking about the coming year...in ALL fields of my life pretty much. sorry for such a fragmented blog....guess it reflects on the mumble jumble of things bouncing around in my mind at the moment. but first.....back to studying >.<