physically spiritually mentally emotionally
So tired these days, feeling quite drained and wanting to hibernate like one of those big cuddly bears! Desiring rest, going away to an island or something, and truly resting. Ive come to really treasure times spent just relaxing in the natural environment - wot i mean is spending the day under the sun at a beach or a nice big green park with beautiful flowers for instance - or somewhere really refreshing, like at the top of the Harbour Bridge (or the pylon part). Maybe im growing old, wanting things to slow down hmmm...just tired in many respects
Physically - quite rare, but these past few days ive been pretty fatigued (and no, it's not because of low iron levels!) Jumped onto the treadmill last last night with a 30 degree incline and after 300m, felt really tired >.< probably cause i'd walked a couple of km earlier that day. Felt too fatigued to go swimming, pretty bad hmm
Mentally - so much to do! Uni work piling up at too rapid a pace! that time of the semester i guess. really really sucks how we don't get stuvac this semester, again. but yay next year we will cause the weeks at both campuses are going to be lined up! hmm there's a major downside to that though, in that the health sciences students who have clinical during the 6-week mid-year break will have to have their placements rescheduled hmm. Must study from now on! and sleeping more might help, as my dad so cearly pointed out just then. averaging 5hrs a night (the past few nights) aint good.
tried giving my friend on exchange in hk a call just then. it got through and no one picked up. now im think that i might've dialled the wrong country code, having assumed that my mum had dialled it already when calling my grandma. hmm on second thought, it might've been for the better than whoever i called didnt pick up, and that i wasnt able to get through to my friend
Emotionally - hmmmm
thanks to all those people who have been there for me, listened to my rants, who have given me advice lovingly in regard to some things that have popped up recently. was really touched by servanthood truly personified in one of my friends a fortnight or so ago. really humbles me when i see the attitude of a servant in those around me, imitating Christ. what i also found really humbling is undeserved praise.
Spiritually - must admit that i havent been feeling as "passionate" as i would like to, and have felt in the past...was really great when my heart was set on fire by god to serve Him...to serve Him wholeheartedly!! with mind heart soul.....with every fibre in my body! longing to be renewed...
been good to be back at uni again....lunchtime public meetings, bible study, training for student leading, meeting up with people and sitting down for a chat. Girls' Group has been pretty good! and Church is always great...things to work on but that's growth =) Moore college...must start studying!
many things coming up, should be great! but not enough time i feel, to do everything as best i can >.< and not enough motivation lately for uni work either. havent been working (tutoring centre) lately which has been good hehe...time spared for upcoming stuff like The Journey and Granny Smith (St john first aid) and Girls Group and someone's bday (i think).
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me tired 2 >.< jes gotta stop da clock 4 a while... so i can catch up on sum snoozetime... den agen haf been slping way 2 much -_____-
hehe ur relos are still here arent they? sounds from ur blog that u've been prety busy as well lately! hope u get to relax and catch up on sleep this weekend! ohh snoozing all the time aint good, aim for slow wave sleep =)
how does a leisurely stroll in victoria park sound to u?
who sed snoozing all da time aint gd? ;) haha... slow wave? dat rem? ya kno i never did work out how da hell dreams means deep slp when i happen 2 b half awake all da time...
stroll? >.< nap sounds better... ^^
hehe slow wave is actually part of NREM, when most nightmares occur if u have them. REM sleep is the "good" one, but there are dreams. hehe sleep physiology =P that's been a question on my mind too actually, how do we get refreshed when we have vivid dreams?
ohhh snooze in victoria park then sometime this week? hehe!
uhh... scientifically dere shud b no distinction between dreams n nightmares... as in both shud b during rem... yeh i remember physio -_____- ratio of rem:nrem decreases as u get older :( i like my nightmares/dreams >.<
aiii u like ur nightmares and dreams?? hehe from the sound of it in ur blog, they sound rather undesirable to say the least =P ah well then, may u have more and more of them as ur grow older then! revolutionise the nrem:rem cycle ratio =P
well u gotta take da bad wif da gd rite? haha... i've jes got a twisted subconscious mind... i luv how we turn blogs in2 chatrooms XD
btw u free dis fri arvo?
hehe yeh well if my blog can serve u in any way it can, then it shall serve u in any way it can =)
hehe at the moment im free this fri arvo!! though it depends on whether or not the tutoring centre feels like giving me a call =P yay!! lunch yummm =)
dat sounded strange... neways... u aint allowed 2 get called :P
yes ma'am =P
if she calls ill tell her ive got a much more important appointment to keep la! hehe
that sounded so strange =S
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