sleeeeepy

*yawn*
so tired. slept for 5 hrs this morning before heading out...went to sleep just as the sun began to rise! hehe so thankful for the company last night though, as i tackled with HSC English all over again =)
*yawn*
must stop yawning!! maybe aerobics will wake me up!
hehe made chocolate peppermint slice today, turned out ok hehe! Next tues night is St John's last meeting for the year, gotta bring food. Thinking of chocolate cake (long story with my supervisor) ... wonder if i should make it or just buy one hmm. hehe was watching this chinese series about making cakes! ohhhh wish i could make cakes like that! was beating egg whites until they formed stiff peaks....after beating 2 lots of them on tues, i woke up with sore arms and wrists yesterday!! so much dedication and energy and efforts put into such a wonderful art!

had an awesome chat with someone on the phone last nite =) above all else, it was spiritually refreshing...was so grateful (and in a sense touched) that so much was shared!! was really amazing

anyway hmm wot else....a new chapter?
yeah kind of, in the sense that i feel as though im at the crossroads, especially with work. previously, there was a big reason keeping me at ACE. like i mean there were and still are many reasons for me to keep working there, but underlying those reasons there was a deeper but sillier reason for staying there. but now i feel i want to move on. having worked there for 2 years, i'd like to be somewhere different, do something different. hmm....maybe? maybe not?

hmm the other main thing...am i ready? do i want to? can i do that?
the short answer to that at the moment is 'no'

*yawn*