About time ??

Still find it quite amazing how my mum can take one look at me and know im going through a down time. A couple of close friends can too, those who've known me through highschool. It's such a wonderful blessing, and i'm ever so grateful. Apparently i'm like a book sometimes, easily read, other times i'm just the cheery Dory. Is wearing a mask wrong at times? For once i'm thinking about both sides to it. In highschool, i used to think it was an unselfish thing to do, to wear a mask when i feel i'm going through a down time, taking it off only when it's too much. But i seem to have been opening up more and more to people, after spending quite a number of years behind that mask (when things arent going well) unless i'm with my closest friends. These days i try to just be real and genuine, but it feels so selfish sometimes. To burden others with my troubles?? I feel i've become more and more selfish as i've shared personal burdens with others more and more. Hmm... perhaps i should wear the mask more... There's nothing like sharing burdens and joys with brothers and sisters God's blessed my life with, and partly because of that, things have been going much better with all my family and friends it seems! And i don't think things have been much better for me than they are now. Sure there are ups and downs, but all in all.

But God is good!!!
Need to learn to love and trust and obey Him with my all
Someone reminded me on saturday: "We gotta trust and be patient with God."
He knows us better than we can ever know ourselves, more than any other human being can ever know us. He knows what is best for us, and loves us so much He'll provide us with the best. Draw close to Him