bahhhh

Five days of stuvac and what have i done?? Still feel i don't know a thing grrrr!! Went into stuvac with the expectation that i'd be really productive and that by the end of it, i'll know most of the stuff for the exam ... but surprise surprise, my first-ever stuvac made no difference ... actually i think i was more prepared for exams all the previous semesters than this semester =(

Spent 6 entire days at home which is so different from what im used to! My basic schedule has been along these lines:

10am-12pm : Wake up and brekkie and help out with housework and quiet times (the best part of the day!)
Noon : shocked and annoyed reactions because half the day's gone !! motivated to be productive the rest of the day !!
12pm-2pm : do past papers for math and some notes ... trying to concentrate more than concentrating ><
2pm : tummie tells me that it wants food
2pm-3pm : eating manages to take a whole hour (and that's if no one's at home to talk to me) aiya at this rate im gonna become obese in no time, which brings risk factors for cardiovascular diseases etc etc etc
3pm-4:30pm : TRY to study a bit more ... metabolic processes work to digest food and hence napping gets in the way at certain points in time ... people come home and provide a bit more distraction
4:30pm : 'bold and the beautiful' on tv (i know i know!) which i don't usually watch the whole of ... then 'wheel of fortune' then 'deal of no deal' ... im lucky if i hop back upstairs before 'deal or no deal' comes on =(
6pm-7pm : try study a bit more ... la di di da di da
7pm : dinnnnnnnnner time !
8:30pm : (dinnner always manages to take a while hehe esp when dishing is involved) plonk down to study but getting up every hour to roam around and hunt for foooooood
[10pm : recently started listening to 103.2FM - Reflection time with John Dickson ... quite good i reckon, from wot ive heard the past couple of nights]
11pm : very annoyed with myself cos ive wasted yet another day ... tries harder to study
12am : midnight already grrrr !!!!!!!
1am : hops downstairs for aerobics and/or soccer and/or bug my brother if he's up late studying =P occasionally a nap ... then study a bit more or reply to emails etc
2 / 2:30am : time to clean myself and head off to bedddddddie !! time of the day when im most annoyed because i've done nothing all day =(

an endless vicious cycle ... intend to break it soooooooon !!