it makes that nail stronger

Almost midnight!
Really like thursday nights cos it feels like a friday night ... the anticipation of being allowed to wind down, planning for the weekend, creating a false impression that i'll be really productive over the weekend and as a result spending the whole night bumming around, or if for some strange reason i touch my uni work, the illusion of being ahead with uni work! *groans* accidentally ate and slept my whole evening away eeek :(

Been having the hay fever the past couple of days ... went through a couple of packet of tissues ... wonder how long it'll last? Hehe i always seem to get told off by my mum for being sick ... seems like every year i get the flu mid-winter, then hay fever in sept, and if i go to HK, then the flu again ... and sometimes catching a cold in summer strangely.

Assessments are all crammed up into certain weeks for me this semester ... which isnt too good cos im lacking motivation and discipline these days ... an endless cycle of bludging, then cramming, then bludging, cramming ... aii. This year is mostly exercise sports science, which is really stoopid ... and it's not just me saying so. Lately, im constantly reminded by the futility of the degree exercise & sports science. I took it up cos it meant one more year of study would give me one more degree, and being asian, why not? Wonder if i'll do anything with it in the future ... like all the research is applied ... far out, they do all these studies just to prove a point that common sense would come up with. Like in science, conducting studies adds to the wealth of knowledge humanity has been accumulating over the past few eons, but health sciences pretty much just look at people and draw conclusions from what responses they obtain from the majority of the subjects. For instance, they do all these studies just to say that it would be good for young kids to be able to kick a ball, but it may be too hard on them if we train them, and they spend like a good 10mins of a lecture telling us about it ... 10min lullaby:P Like i have respect for them ... but these days it seems quite pointless and makes me lack the motivation to study.

*breathes out* that was quite a rant hmm ... but sometimes it's not that bad ... the emptiness and hole-liness of cumbo doesnt help at all ... but the people there are great and it's such a nice relaxed setting for lovely chats, which makes up for it :)

Ohh and just in case anyone's wondering why im wearing nail polish to uni, it's cos nail polish makes the nail of my index finger (the one i slammed the car door onto) much stronger, especially when it's wet and warm (coming out of the shower) and putting nail polish onto just one finger seems a bit strange. Hmm maybe not really. Yeah i might wipe it off all other fingers by that one, we'll see!