exams grrrr

so much uni work to do but just dun feel like it >.< provisional exam timetable just out...not happy. cos the weeks dun match up between main campus and cumbo, im not gonna have the much-needed stuvac, followed by 3 weeks of exams instead of the 2 weeks that everyone else has! everyone out partying and ill still be slaving away at uni grrr. next semester even worse not looking forward to it. 30 credit points worth of stuff...having only 3 weeks of mid-semester break (cos wks still wont match up) and having an 18-week semester (including exams). sooo stoopid. not happy.

hmm was asked whot i find to be the most difficult abt uni so far. at the moment, id say the workload and loneliness. so behind with studying for exams atm cos of all the assignments and tests for various subjects. hmm loneliness cos i guess uni isnt like how it was back in nsg where i saw my close group of friends everyday and all. last year most of my time was spent at cumbo so got to know the ppl there well (esp physios) but this year most of my classes are at main campus, and im only starting to get to know some ppl there. ppl in my own course im starting to get to know too which isnt too easy cos ppl have formed groups and all, and im trying to get to know ppl outside my 'group'. feel so distant from ecu cos im only there for bible studies. eu is awesome...getting more involved with it but still quite distant from ppl there, prolly cos its so much bigger! so yeh finding it hard to get to know ppl well, spliting time up between this group of friends and that group...and christian stuff on the two campuses >< really grateful for the close friendships i still have with some hs friends!! hope they wont grow distant too! but though being a christian isnt easy sometimes, and can be lonely say when travelling between the campuses, i wouldnt give up God for anything, not for other ppl, not even for the world. sometimes i bump into ppl on the train and all, which is always good =)