house....grrrrrrrr

wot the...all the people i was talking to online just went poof =(
why?? cos HOUSE is on! boooo
actually might go watch the last 10mins or so, see wot it's like hmm

*yawn*
sleepy...about time i sleep again...not that i havent slept totally, but been averaging like 4hrs a night this week
but those two issues are kinda okay at the moment
as my friend pointed out yesterday, coincidently, sometimes a break is good for friends! a good friendship will always be there though u may not have talked for months =)

good to be back at uni, despite all those horrible assignments and exams coming up! been really great, meeting up with people, bumping into people, sharing our lives with one another, spurring each other on towards the goal, growing together, etc etc etc!

a brother in Christ pointed out the other day something that ive found challenging throughout my life, which is to not be emotionally dependent on other people. by this i don't mean that we exist in isolation physically emotionally spiritually and stuff, rather i believe that as human beings we were made for relationships, which are wonderful =) but to 'follow' someone to the extent that u place ur faith and trust entirely in him or her, and depend on someone totally, to exist for someone, to have yourself totally locked up with someone...other people are humans just like u yourself are. look to God =)

turn your eyes upon Jesus
look full at His wonderful face
and the things on earth will grow dim
in the light of His glory and grace

as my friend pointed out a fortnight or so ago, even husbands/wives pass away...be careful not to worship him or her, don't change just because he/she wants you to, don't serve, love and know God more because he/she wants you to, but do so for the glory of God alone. You are His precious, beloved child. He is your Father =)

many thanks for this good reminder!!
btw, hope it made sense...im actually really quite sleepy as im typing this sorry