it's 3 in the morning and for once i feel awake ....

It's 3 in the morning and it's past bed time i know ... but slept a little at 11ish and drank a bit of coffee a few hours ago ... that stuff is quite potent !!

Hmmm think i'll head off to bed sooooon. Hehe nothing really good or interesting happens these days, so today was a relatively good one. My cousin's getting married! Hehe! Not sure when but soooon ... found out they're engaged this afternoon!

And speaking of cousins, another cousin is in Germany at the moment (i think he still is) enjoying all that World Cup fanaticism! Booooooo. He's gone off to Europe for 2 1/2 months! But then i guess he and his friends deserve it cause they've just graduated from college (he's in Canada). While we're slaving away he's having loads of fun! Rarararar hehe ah well i can feel happy for him cos right now, im feeling rather happy, something i havent felt for what seems to have been quite a long time. Still stressed, but hey it's 3am and not likely i can be bothered to cram more. Really don't like the anxiety and stress thats become a constant in my likfe these days. Ohhh and it's probably also due to one piece of good uni-related news from this afternoon. We found out our marks for the 40% assignment we did earlier this semester, finally! Cause it was worth 40%, we were pretty anxious about it. Did better than expected :) That combined with my midsemester exam has ensured me a pass already, so even if i walk into the exam on wed and outline a philosophical debate on whether history exists if there were no existence to live it out, i'll still pass (don't think they do scaling in this subject) ! Hehe celebrated by studying for that subject for 2hrs which wasnt a good idea, considering how im still so stuffed for mon and tue exams bahhhhhhh.