update!

Exams finally over! was pretty disappointed with my last exam which was on health and disease and exercise ... seeing how the subject was mostly on pathology of diseases, we fully expected the paper to be mostly based on that, but noooo, they asked so many questions on wot dosages of exercise we would prescribe to certain patients grrr (oh how i really don't like exercise & sports science!). Ah well, already passed that subject before the exam so not too worried ... was hoping that it would be a subject i could rely on to bring marks from other subjects up though >< hehe

In case anyone wonders why half of my index finger is strapped or otherwise rather black, it's because i slammed a car door onto it as i got out of the car last night. Was really painful to say that least, and right now it's throbbing and heated and swollen and red and black ... woke me up a couple of times last night actually. Was just really scary, but im thankful to God that my friend's dad didnt drive off straight away and that the car had central locking or else i wouldnt have been able to open the door to free my finger! As far as i can remember, never had i cried purely from physical pain before last night. Like ive torn ligaments and sprained ankles really badly, and almost broke my toe (lost like the whole nail hehe) and really awful mouth ulcers that made my cheek swell up, and wisdom teeth and cramps and needles and fallen on my head halfway through a somersault on a medium-high gymnastics bar, fallen off my bike heaps of times, friend's car accident, fallen on the ground more often than i can remember and stuff ... but have always just groaned or laughed or just bite on my lips (not to bleeding!) ... last night at first i was like that too, but the pain just made me fully cry. Hmm mite go see the doctor tmr and see if it can be drained out

Ohhh worked like a 10hr shift today at a childcare centre! The kids were so sweet and great to work with! On this poster i read "to teach is to touch the future". How very true! In the afternoon, this 4yr old girl hurt her eye or something and came up to me crying. Felt so peculiarily old as i picked her up and sat her on my lap, reassuring her as she clung on ... on the way home, how i wished i was a young girl once more, to be cuddled up in someone's arms and rest on their laps when im hurt ... i want to be a little girl once more!